I arrived at Arthur’s Pass with a bagful of personal trauma and a list of tramping objectives. The list was split into two columns: on the left, the stuff I’d been too chicken to do; on the right, easy day walks that could form ‘active recovery’ should I succeed with a chicken objective and deserve a rest. Arthur’s Pass is hostile country with hungry rugged landscapes, but the little village features a cluster of simple day trips frequented by tourists in impractical shoes carrying cloth supermarket bags. The location offered the perfect spot for both columns of my tramping objective.
Christchurch nurse Dorothy McHaffie arrived in Arthur’s Pass in February 1929 with two suitcases, a black leather hatbox, a rug, a cushion and her own bagful of personal trauma. She checked in her extensive baggage at the train station, and was never seen again.
McHaffie was training to be a midwife but it had all become too much; her nerves were shattered and she couldn’t concentrate. Suffering from depression and concerned about a friend’s health, she climbed aboard the train bound for Kumara, where she was to stay with a friend.
Before departing Christchurch she left a collection of jewellery with one friend and said to another, “I will come back when it is all over, and then you will see how simple it all was.”
Courage and chicken objectives
One of my chicken objectives was easy on paper but hard inside my head. I’d once attempted to reach Hawdon Hut, just three hours up a wide river valley. This requires crossing Hawdon River soon after leaving
the car. The river was swollen and icy from snowmelt, but I could see the bottom and plunged in thigh-deep. Soon my poles were shuddering from the river’s swift flow. Its cold took my breath away. Before I could think
about it, my brain instructed my body to get out. Primal instincts kicked in and I found myself back on the bank. I pulled the plug on Hawdon Hut and retreated to Arthur’s Pass, shaken.
(In the right conditions, the tramp into Hawdon Hut is so easy it’s a regular for families with small children, and I’ve subsequently tramped in without issue.)
Another chicken objective was Avalanche Peak, also on the well-beaten TripAdvisor / Lonely Planet merry-go-round of tourist trips. In August 1933, the body of university student Samuel Russell was left on one of the peak’s faces, buried for a week under an avalanche that the party had triggered just 60m from the summit, and which ran 140m into a basin. He wasn’t missed until someone on the train back to Christchurch wondered … Local guide Oscar Coberger initially said Russell’s body might not be found until the snow melted in spring.
People dying in the wilderness do get inside my head a bit.
Once, several years earlier, I’d arrived at Arthur’s Pass after packing all my possessions into storage in order to be a homeless tramping bum for a while. I’d been reflecting on my own mortality a lot, thanks to spending much of my life crossing rivers and clinging to rock faces, and it did occur to me that there’d be a lot to unravel if I died suddenly in the wilderness. Out of consideration for my brother – who’d be the one to clean up the mess should I go missing or come to grief – I compiled a document detailing all my account numbers, investments, KiwiSaver and phone numbers of close friends, and dropped it off to him with various sets of spare keys and a new will. A family member concluded that I had plans to harm myself. I didn’t find that out for about six months, so the panic was had in private.
But it struck me that Arthur’s Pass would be an ideal setting if you were in the market for a disappearance without a trace. Maybe you wanted to change your name and identity and start over. Maybe, say, an unmarried woman in 1929 who fell pregnant out of wedlock would see Arthur’s Pass as the perfect spot to go ‘missing’. Or, as local LandSAR experts will know, if you went into the hills ill-equipped or under-experienced, you might never come out again.

