Boxing Day 2019 was my first day back tramping after a year dominated by breast cancer. My parents and I walked the fern-green Pakihi Track near Opotiki and it was uplifting to again be boiling the billy and cooking damper. It felt so good to be back in the bush.
Tramping has always been in my blood. Right from when I was a baby my parents would take me and my brother out frequently. While I haven’t done many overnighters in recent years, the bush vis still a comforting and energising place to be.
I crawled through a single mastectomy, five months of chemotherapy and a few weeks of radiotherapy, hoping all the while to return to tramping. But I hadn’t realised a mastectomy and my various treatments would make using vva backpack more complicated.
So while that first walk on the Pakihi Track was a personal milestone, it was grounding too. Wearing my trusty daypack over one shoulder to avoid my surgery side and the hip belt pulled tight, was uncomfortably uneven.
Despite using hiking poles, my balance wasn’t good. Afterwards, my neck and shoulder ached, and my chest and armpit felt tight.
I’m not sure why balance is affected after breast cancer treatment, but it’s something that a number of women have commented on. With one-in-nine New Zealand women getting breast cancer, 3300 diagnosed each year and half of those having mastectomies, I’m far from alone in having to learn how to manage my changed body.
I knew that if I had any hope of making this work, I needed a better solution.
I visited my local outdoor store where I met Brent Smith, the long-time owner of Whakatane Great Outdoors. He listened carefully as I detailed the problems I was having and pointed me to a selection of hip packs. After testing a couple of options, I bought a five-litre Ridgeline hip pack, christening it on a New Year’s tramp high in the catchment of the Waioeka River in the eastern Bay of Plenty. It felt comfortable and balanced. I know five litres is nowhere near enough for a serious tramp, so I still hope to wear a backpack one day but, just like the treatment itself, it’s one step at a time.
I’ve talked with many other women who’ve had breast cancer treatment and loss of some or all of their lymph nodes, and I’ve found step-by-step is a common theme in returning to an active life. It’s not just about regaining strength and fitness: it’s also about preventing or managing lymphoedema – a swelling caused by a build-up of lymph fluid in the arm or chest area.
