Gasping for air as my head broke the surface, I turned upriver to see if my partner had made it out of the canoe.
Spying her bobbing head 10m away, all tension left my body – any predicament felt miniscule compared to my fears of half a minute ago. Panic was plain on her face, and I yelled to relax and go with the current. From a rapidly-growing distance, I could see nothing could be done to dislodge our canoe – loaded with all of our belongings, it was bent firmly around a half-submerged tree, pounded by the Whanganui River.
Five friends and I were just a fraction of the paddlers delivered onto the river that Easter weekend, and after a hectic morning amongst hundreds at the boat ramp, we were finally away from the crowds.
My partner and I found trouble within a few hours in a rather fierce rapid. Aiming the canoe towards a downstream V adjacent to a partially-submerged tree, the river decided it had other ideas, and it was useless to argue.
Our canoe was sucked perpendicular to the river flow and slammed sideways into the tree – the force of the water pushing the upriver edge of our canoe under.
We both tipped into the river, and were immediately swept under its brown waters and pinned inside the upturned canoe.
Submerged and trapped by the river’s weight, I realised – perhaps for the first time in my life – I was in a position where I would die if I couldn’t find a way to help myself.
I don’t know how long I struggled tooth and nail to free myself, all the while worried at how my partner was faring at her end of the canoe. I thought of her mum getting the news, and realising my friends were too far away to help us, I spent seconds feeling guilty that my potential drowning would ruin their weekend.
With a little luck and a lot of determination, I scraped myself out over the lip of the canoe, having been stuck within it for what felt like minutes.
Relieved, I floated downriver, and was picked up by strangers around a bend in the river. They got me warm and pointed out a few wounds I was too shocked to notice. Out of sight, the rest of my group did the same for my partner.
When we caught up a few minutes later, looking a little worse for wear, we had no option but to carry on, three to each canoe. Our confidence squashed, and a little off balance, we faced the four hour journey to our first campsite – our canoe and belongings still wrapped sadly around the tree.
I lost my camera that day, but fortunately everything else was returned to me dry the following morning – our tour operator had to chainsaw the tree from a jet boat to free our broken canoe.
We finished our journey on a fresh vessel, shaken and thankful to be above water again. Despite being my most expensive possession, my camera felt a small price to pay for my escape.
International Technical Rescue Association swiftwater instructor Steve Glassey says rivers are responsible for more deaths than fires in New Zealand, and can be underestimated by Kiwis.
“People often don’t know where their limits are until they find themselves in a real world situation, and by then it’s too late.”

